Love Makes the World

Home sick. As opposed to homesick. Queasy. Made a snarky comment to my boss. Inappropriate. Hoping it doesn't make my work life uncomfortable. Sent apologetic e-mail. Sigh. I blame it on a poor filter due to rolling stomach.
The above picture was taken at the northwesternmost point of the continental United States, Cape Flattery. Not a flattering picture, but the rose-coloured love lens makes it beautiful.
We are off on another trip, though it's not exactly a vacation. We are visiting my side of the family. I hope to get in visits with friends as well. Yeah, well, I guess it is a vacation. I won't be at work so that's a plus.
Did I mention I feel crappy?
I'm considering doing some cognitive reconditioning. I have been in denial about it but I'm pretty sure I have a tendency towards pessimism. It may not be as bad as my sibs', but I can see that I get some payoff from spinning a negative curve on my life. I love and admire J's optimism. I want to catch it! I want to spread it! I feel as if I am an optimist trapped in a pessimist's mindset.
Too tired to ride that thought train. Other thoughts are jumbling around in my grey matter filled cranium. My honey just climbed in next to me, so I'll wrap this up.
Think optimistic thoughts.