
Photo by Frederic Larson - Chronicle
Foghorn woke me. Fog thick as sea poop.
It is the first day of a new calendar month; one month left of 2008.
What a year it has been. I started out harbouring a scalded heart and now I have a love as beautiful and reassuring as a winter sunrise.
The fog horn reminds me of home. I have often said I prefer to live by the water; there are so many sensual aspects of it. A fog horn conjures up thoughts of caution and mystery and danger. I see the light house in "Captain January", the dark streets of Sherlock Holmes' London, the terrifying 'Mist' of Stephen King. I remember foggy Christmas mornings in Berkeley, when I was still young enough to think Christmas was fun. I pray for the boats out there, for the fishers and ferry crews working on the water.
My love is driving the streets, being the trained observer, looking out like the reassuring beam of a light house.
Back to sleep, with a fog horn lullaby.